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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Seriously I really dun know whats wrong with me today..Nothing seems to go right & everything seems to become worst.It started when I was in lab this morning which I can't seems to find the substrate I was looking for.For god sake I seriously think I blind today.It was right in front of me & I can't see it.And because of that I actually offended my team mate when I started to yell at her for the substrate.Thats the first thing to be guilty of for the day.Really very sorry Angela for making you run a wasted trip too.

When I tot that was worst enough but its not.Seriously I feel like an complete idiot today.I actually doubt,accuse & threaten a team mate & a very close friend of mine.What the hell was I thinking to even not believe in someone that close to me & to threaten someone who is already not feeling well.I totally feel like a bastard or a beast to have even done that which hurt someone deeply whom I treasure this friendship alot with.I guess I'm even too ashame to face her now.

And when I tot everything bad should be gone by now but it isn't.Even sitting in front of a desktop I can also get into a fight with my dad.

Seriously whats more!!! Haven I get enough for a day.I'm already feeling damn guilty for all the stupid thing I had done & I know I deserve it.If only a word of sorry could help I dun mind saying it a thousand times.If only there is a time traveller machine I will go back & not come for school today.

Jonathan blogged at 11:22 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...