Sunday, July 29, 2007
Yesterday went back to my unit to take promotion test(practical) for my cadets & for NDP training too from 8am to around 2pm.The promotion test make me loss so much blood lah cos all vomit out le.Some of their uniform really cannot make it lah & yet they still have the cheek to come & take the test lah.Then later come 1 funny cadet who knows how to shout out the command but yet dun know the meaning.She first try kana then no one turn & go on to try kiri,ke-belakang until ke-hadapan then got it right.Hahaz so funny lah to see her any how shout command that she dun even know.Anyway after everything is done,the 4 CIs including me went to have lunch at IMM.After eating 1 of the CI want to go orchard to meet up with her squadmate(our senior also) & ask if we wish to follow anot and guess what happen??? We actually spend quite some time to just decide on whether want to go anot lah.Hahaz though it sounds abit stupid to spend so much time just to decide want to go anot but the process is so fun lah.And so we come to a conclusion that we go orchard for a while to see her squadmate.After that we went Marina Bay cos we wish to see the national day performance & fireworks but after reaching there then we found out that we should go to City Hall instead.So we proceed to City Hall & there was many people there also lah.The fireworks & some performance was damn nice sia!!! Hope to see it again lah hahaz(Hinting)..Next we went to Marina Square to look for another CI who did not join us cos he got work.We stay & chat for a while before going for dinner at Carl's JR(the big & expensive burgar) hahaz..Btw I was so quiet at Marina Square not because I got scared by the sound of the fireworks hor is because I was very tired le k..Hahaz anyway we waited for that guy to off work & chat for a while before we left at 11pm.By the time I reach home it was 12plus already & was really very tired that after bathing I went straight to bed hahaz.Alright thats all for today but stay tune as I will blog more often now on yea yea...
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Yesterday after school went back to my unit to pass some intruction to my training department.After reaching the school for around 20mins or so,the cadets & NCOs finally finish their NDP rehearsal.But then nobody greeted me even though they saw me..Fuck sia do I look like transparent.That is the first thing that make my blood boil.After that my OC was giving them intruction for this coming saturday promotion test but yet only a few was really listening & were standing on 1 leg even when they are falling in WTF!!! Can't imagine this is really my unit.After that of cos they kana screw by me lah.Next went back to NPCC room & the cadets were taking their belongings.They were making a lot of noise just to take their own bags lah.Shit these cadet lah.Sometime I really wonder they got brains anot.Take bags need to use mouth de meh.The only 1 good thing that happen on the day was that the NCOs are now more responsive during the debrief which I'm quite happy about it.But then during debrief I found out that Mr Tan(school DM) actually use the mircophone & tell my unit GOH that they should really buck up their drills in front of all UGs in the parade square WTH!!! Thinking of all these things makes me even angrier.
As for today its not any better.The topic for science today was like totally alien to me.The worksheet I dun even know how to do lah let alone the power point.Today my friend also ask for lunch together with some other friends but then dun know why he call me tell them the time & location to meet lah.And also dun know why these people must still see first or consider.Just use your mouth & eat still must see first or consider for what!!! If you need to do power point then eat finish le faster go back & do lah.Not like we will stop you from doing that or what.What is so difficult about it.Then later I proceed to tell them the time & place to meet & guess what??? Not only no one answer but everyone just get out of the conversation without saying a single word.Not even 'ok' or 'good bye'.Do you know how that feels like when you are waiting for an answer but yet everyone just go off.Dun they have just the basic manner to reply.Plus this is not the first time that such things had happen before already lor.I really hate this man.Just asking to have lunch together also so difficult.Then worst when its lunch time the friend that he ask for lunch tell me he is going for a talk instead of going for lunch anymore.Fuck lah whats wrong with all these people.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Today start of with a tiring feeling cos ya dun know why yesterday night just couldn't fall asleep.But then no choice got to wake up & go school cos today got test & talking about the test I was late for it lah.9am still at the traffic light only.Haiz..I think this time sure fail liao lah cos got a few question never do.At first thought today sure very sianz wan cos tired & because of the stupid test but then after that it was not.It is because of the topic we do today.We have two choices 1 is violence & another one is sex.Hahaz at first some of my group member wish to do violence de but then because of me & another team mate wish to do sex wan so we end up doing the sex topic de.Then we start talking things about sex & guess what??? One of my team mate instead of hearing porn he end up hearing prawn & start to say things about marine creatures.So funny lah & everyone was laughing at him hahaz..Later 6pm still got meeting with my OC also which I think won't end very early ba.Haiz just wish to go home now shower & go sleep hahaz..
Monday, July 23, 2007
Today presentation was actually very easy but then because of one team mate who I dun know what he put inside the power point which ruin the whole thing.Everything in the power point was fine but when it come to his slide everything is gone.So many people come & shoot question about the slide but yet he dun know how to explain it fuck sia..So end up that is me & my another team mate that got all the shit & we still have to clean it up for him.Haiz what a luck to be in the same team with him.Worst today when I step into the class the first thing I asked is are we going to change team today.Unfortunately I have to wait till next week Arggh..Last friday actually I also intended to post.I even wrote it half way but then that day really got no mood.After writing half way & I read it,I dun even know what am I writing & so I did not post it.Haiz..think of tml computing UT I feel even more sianz.Cos ya that is my worst subject which I really had no way to force it inside my brain.Its just alien to me.There is nothing I really could understand.Anyway going to studying for the test now le though I think study le also sure fail but just hope for the best ba.Hahaz
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Hey back to blog again...
Recently also dun know why like to blog a lot & not only that I also encourage my friends to keep updating their blog too.Maybe its because in the past I used to restrict myself in writing blog as I was afraid that someone might see something I wrote about them & thats why I didn't blog a lot in the past.But now I no longer care about that anymore cos after all this is my very own blog.Its nothing wrong to write out how I feel about something or someone so long as I dun do it too overboard lah.
But dun know why also most of the time when I was writing a new post I always feel very Emo or down.Maybe thats because I'm a very easily Emo person ba.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Hey I'm back to blog again...
Maybe before reading some of you might have already notice the title of this entries.Yes its none other than ???..Maybe some of you might ask why do I put that as my title & my answer for this question would be because thats how I feel or what I am now.I'm a person who used to set goals for whatever things I do & even for my future.But dun know why things start to change this year.When I first enroll into RP,its just the first few weeks of studies only & I feel like quitting school already.But it is because of a certain goal that I set before for this particular "person" that encourage me to stay on & study well.But then fate make a fool out of me.They make "her" leave me for another guy.That moment was actually the lowest point of my life.I found myself going to school with no purpose or motive at all.Its like going there just for the sake of going or just to waste my time there.Even till now I still haven find a real goal for me to carry on studying.For now I'm studying for the sake of getting a diploma but is that the goal I should really work towards for I also dun know.
In the past I also used to set my future career as a policeman because I find that its exciting to see how they solve a case & when they wear their uniform they look damn smart lah.But then like what "she" said before "unless you get a degree or promoted to a higher rank,your salary will only be just a thousand plus a month".When I thought of it I think that its quite true cos to get a monthly salary of only a thousand plus in future is not really enough.So now whenever people ask me what I wish to be in future after I finish my diploma I will always answer them I dun know cos ya I really dun know what to be in future.
My life now is just like a ship loss in the vast ocean with no sense of direction of where to go.Will there be a miracle happen to me lets just wait & see ya...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Yesterday dun know why my facilitator talk so long sia.Talk about his 6P til 4.50pm then stop lah.Then my poor 3 RP CIs have to wait for me for so long sorry ar..Anyway after school we went orchard but that blur Lian Kiat dun even know where to go lah.Look for that singtel Hello shop for so long,walk up & down at the street then finally found it at TAKA.Hahaz we look like people who nvr go orchard before lah..After that we went TANGS to shop for my watch & I found the NIKE watch I really like.But in the end I didn't buy it cos ya its really very expensive.It cost $179 sia & if I buy that watch then will have no money to buy shoes le so ya I rather buy a pair of shoe ba hahaz..Maybe for my friends who have view this entries you should know what to buy for me for this year 18th birthday rite hehe..Next we take bus to Plaza Singapura & buy takoyaki for dinner.After we found a place to sit,Lian Kiat & I went to buy 2 bottle of alcohol for ourself only hahaz..But later got share with jess & jenniffer lah.Jenniffer behave like a kid lah cos she wants to drink but we dun allow her to drink as she is only 17 this year then she keep on whining.Hahaz so funny sia then later we just sit down outside Plaza Singapura & chat.Until 9 plus like that we move to mac cos both jess & jenniffer need to write RJ.But we also continue to chat lah til 10.15pm like then we leave.Then 11plus like that then I reach home.Hahaz anyway it had being a very wonderful & enjoyable day yea..
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Hey I'm here to blog again..Last saturday actually I was not intending to go work de cos ya it was actually the 1st anniversary of me & her together.That day actually I have planned to go out & celebrate with her but then there isn't such a need anymore now so I agree to work on that day then.I don't know why but my heart just feel very heavy that day & also don't know why that day the radio station played so many EMO songs and ya I shed tears for this relationship again.Haiz I know some of you might think why go & shed tears for this relationship after what she had done to me but then after all ya I really loved her alot & I just couldn't help myself when my mind reminds me of all the happy moments we shared together before.Yesterday my dad came to ask me "how was I & my girlfriend doing now",my mind just went completely blank.Cos I really don't know how to answer him or perhaps I just don't wish to tell him what happen.I guess I would need a really long time to forget about this relationship & to heal the deeply cut wounds in my heart.Anyway just wanna thanks some of my friends who encourage me,talk to me,accompany me & persuade me not to do stupid things(Mariam thanks to your idea my fist hurts now) hahaz..
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Haiz...so long nvr write blog liao now also dun know where to start from.Last month on the 23th finally my CIBTC ended.Though I was very happy that finally I have completed my course but I think I'm sure going to miss everyone in delta & my instructor.That day we were also super high sia & we sing song & cheer together as a whole J07..Hahaz so fun man.Gonna miss the time we spent in CIBTC man.
Recently also very Emo cos ya we have broken up already.We were still fine during the course but just 2 day after my POC,before even she had congratulate me in become a CI she asked for a break.My heart really drop to the ground that day.Its not like we got into a fight or something then we break,is nothing have happen recently & she ask for a break yesterday.Maybe we are really not fated to be together bah.Haiz just feel super Emo now cos this sat(07/07/07) is actually our first anniversary & we broke up even before that could happen.Now even worst cos she actually said she got new boyfriend even before I could agree to a break to this relationship.My heart really hurts & bleed alot yesterday.Haiz..Whatever it is I just hope that from now on you would happy & may all the best hapen to you.That will be good enough for me.
To hang out with groups of friends
Receiving Presents
Eat lots of nice food
Praises
More freedom
Sunrise & Sunset
Scrolling on the beach
People with bad attitude
Too much pressure & stress
Isolation
BackStabber
Third party
Anti-social people
Gays
People who make use of me
Being betray
Stingy people
To be a very rich guy
To travel round the world
Faster graduate from RP
For a special person in my world
Have more knowledge
To be someone outstanding
Be perfect
Have lots of good friends
SQSS NPCC to become a gold unit one day
No more exams & test
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