Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Seriously I really dun know whats wrong with me today..Nothing seems to go right & everything seems to become worst.It started when I was in lab this morning which I can't seems to find the substrate I was looking for.For god sake I seriously think I blind today.It was right in front of me & I can't see it.And because of that I actually offended my team mate when I started to yell at her for the substrate.Thats the first thing to be guilty of for the day.Really very sorry Angela for making you run a wasted trip too.
When I tot that was worst enough but its not.Seriously I feel like an complete idiot today.I actually doubt,accuse & threaten a team mate & a very close friend of mine.What the hell was I thinking to even not believe in someone that close to me & to threaten someone who is already not feeling well.I totally feel like a bastard or a beast to have even done that which hurt someone deeply whom I treasure this friendship alot with.I guess I'm even too ashame to face her now.
And when I tot everything bad should be gone by now but it isn't.Even sitting in front of a desktop I can also get into a fight with my dad.
Seriously whats more!!! Haven I get enough for a day.I'm already feeling damn guilty for all the stupid thing I had done & I know I deserve it.If only a word of sorry could help I dun mind saying it a thousand times.If only there is a time traveller machine I will go back & not come for school today.
Jonathan blogged at 11:22 PM
May your light shine...
in the darkness...
Just some updates before going back to study..
Aiyoyo currently got so many vexing things seems to be running through my mind.There seems to be alot of things to settle but yet not enough time or better solution to settle them.Looking at the list of task really is such a turn off.From studying,UT,CE,NPCC,upcoming LQ,FYP Logbook to update,report to write,poster to make,NAFA coming,friends birthday to take note,FYP presentation & lastly NS check up.Everything starts from now & stretch all the way to 22 Dec before there really is time for rest.
As for today was suppose to go for someone birthday celebration but decided not to go.Hmm not sure if I had made a wrong choice or am I just abit too oversensitive but somehow I believe I would still feel awkward seeing her again.
Well shall not think so much about for now.Hopefully all things will turn out fine.
Jonathan blogged at 10:31 PM
May your light shine...
in the darkness...
