Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Currently in class now(Surprise bah I came to school leh)...Anyway just wanna thank friends who actually came to show their concern to me recently when I actually couldn't take the stress any more & broke down.Really appreciate it alot & without your support I might not be able to stand up again.As usual have been thinking too much things that have happen around me & plus the amount of workload I need to deal with that really causes me to break down.A few things that some friend said that really hits my mind."Why am I still trying to bother so much & working so hard when there are ppl who just dun bother any more.It is just like wasting my own time for doing stuff like that when I should be focusing more on my studies & upcoming test."Basically I dun know what should I do.I know how studies is important to me but on the other hand is something that I treasure alot,something that leaves me alot of wonderful memories & something that makes me what I am today.I have the passion & will to carry on but I dun have the strength to do what I wish to accomplish.Perhaps afterall a dream is still a dream which can nvr be realise.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Hi everyone I'm back to update(like finally lolz)...Actually right now I'm really kinda confuse with myself.I dun really know what I'm thinking now nor do know what I really want.Just like now,I do have alot of things or feelings I wish to write in here but yet I do not know what to write or how to write.My mind just goes blank each time I wish to write something out.In school,I know that if I really wish to get good grades I know I could get it just like my first UT which I had already gotten a B+.But yet I dun know why I'm not trying hard to get it & instead giving myself more & more reason not to get it or excuses for not going to school.Seriously I do not know why am I thinking this way now nor do I know what to do.Perhaps I'm just starting to lose all determination in what I'm doing now be it studies,CCAs or what so ever I'm doing.Bye
To hang out with groups of friends
Receiving Presents
Eat lots of nice food
Praises
More freedom
Sunrise & Sunset
Scrolling on the beach
People with bad attitude
Too much pressure & stress
Isolation
BackStabber
Third party
Anti-social people
Gays
People who make use of me
Being betray
Stingy people
To be a very rich guy
To travel round the world
Faster graduate from RP
For a special person in my world
Have more knowledge
To be someone outstanding
Be perfect
Have lots of good friends
SQSS NPCC to become a gold unit one day
No more exams & test
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Adobe Photoshop Elements
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