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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Alright back for updates...

Hmm many things have happen ever since my last update.Its basically ranging from having fun at class,going shopping with friends to going for training at SQSS NPCC.Mood have also goes up & deeply down during this period.Up because I'm really having fun at class nowadays(I also dun know why) & went out with friends to have some fresh air for myself as well but down because of NPCC stuff again & the fact that this class will disband soon as holiday is approaching.
This class W34B is really a memorable one for me.Basically my presence was recognize here unlike the other class I had before & I think people in this class are really much more friendlier & have more bondings(though we do fight at sometimes hahaz).But sad to say this coming friday(01/02/08) will be the last day for us as holiday officially starts on the next following day.Perhaps that is why some people say friends come & go in our live but only those who left their footprints behind in our heart are someone we treasure the most(in this case I'm referring to W34B classmate).Hope our friendship would last & if free meet up often as well ya hahaz..

Back to NPCC stuff(sigh),I'm just really really mentally exhausted.Almost everything in the unit just does not seems alright be it the cadets,NCOs,CIs or even the officers.For me seriously I think I have really give in my very best le,but yet i couldn't do much to help the present state of this unit.Can you imagine that you gave in your very best in doing something but yet no result is been achieve & that is why I'm very depress.And what could be more worst when my OC sent an email stressing that the unit is not doing well & she herself was very depress too.Haiz haiz haiz it just make me even more depress.As for why I say I'm mentally exhausted is not just what I have mention above but because for the next few months think there will be more NPCC event coming up 1 month after another.Starting from next month campcraft competition,then speech day at April,Area ATC at May,maybe annual camp at June & lastly NDP at August.So by seeing this I think can't really have rest from NPCC even if I want to as everying just need lots of planning & training.
Ok think that shall be all for today & remember to tag my tagboard when you visit my blog ya bb..

Jonathan blogged at 10:10 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...