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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Back to update about my life...

Last saturday(13/10/07) went out for squad outing at Plaza Singapura.Sadly to say only 7 people turn up but can't blame lah cos its Hari Raya wah hahaz..After everyone reaches(I'm not the last to reach ar),we went to have dinner at Pizza Hut.So at there of cos we chat & joke around lah like what we usually will do.Btw they bluff me sia.Say what 1 of my squadmate become chio bu le then ask me to faster come & see.In the end disappointed sia(Oops) hahaz..So morale of the story is dun ever trust them again.After that actually intended to go watch movie but then in the end nvr watch lah due to some reaons.After that we just walk about at Plaza Singapura before we go on our own ways lah.Overall the gathering was consider "OK" bah.Hope the next gathering would be a better one ya..Hahaz

Back to school life.Its really getting from bad to worst sia.Have actually skipped quite a few days of classes le.Its not like I wanna skipped purposely or what lah.But then I find nothing to motive me to go to school everyday now.Its like going to school for the sake of going & I really hate that kind of feeling.Plus looking at my grades makes me feel even more depress.Its C,C,Cs & more Cs.At the most also 1 B per week or even none at all.Haiz...I really dun know what I should do now.Just hope that my UT result will be better bah.

Looking back to NPCC life.It has been around 3 weeks that the parade has stand own le.Kind of miss those CIs(including sebas & xiao ying) in my unit.Wondering what are they doing & are they doing fine??? Hope none of them are like me hahaz..Sometime really miss being a cadet.Cos being a cadet all you need to do is just to follow instruction & wait for things to happen.Being a NCO is also not that bad lah.Only got more things need to do compare to a cadet & must know how to lead thats all.But now being a CI its different.Everyone in the unit is looking upon you.Its like you are a god that must know everything.Worst is being a Training Executive.I think I must be the worst Training Executive in SQSS NPCC that they ever had.Cos after taking that post for a few months le dun think I have done a good job.Things are still the same in the unit.Attendance low,NCOs skill & knowledge still not enough etc etc....Feel kinda depress sia.I also notice nowadays I get angry easily sia.Maybe its because I expect things to done faster & better & when the NCOs did not do it then I get frustrated.Must try to check my temper more often now.Anyway tml gonna meet up with those CIs hahaz...So happy & looking forward to it sia hahaz..

Thats all for today tata...(Remember to tag ar)

Jonathan blogged at 10:21 AM

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