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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Hey I'm back to blog again...
Maybe before reading some of you might have already notice the title of this entries.Yes its none other than ???..Maybe some of you might ask why do I put that as my title & my answer for this question would be because thats how I feel or what I am now.I'm a person who used to set goals for whatever things I do & even for my future.But dun know why things start to change this year.When I first enroll into RP,its just the first few weeks of studies only & I feel like quitting school already.But it is because of a certain goal that I set before for this particular "person" that encourage me to stay on & study well.But then fate make a fool out of me.They make "her" leave me for another guy.That moment was actually the lowest point of my life.I found myself going to school with no purpose or motive at all.Its like going there just for the sake of going or just to waste my time there.Even till now I still haven find a real goal for me to carry on studying.For now I'm studying for the sake of getting a diploma but is that the goal I should really work towards for I also dun know.
In the past I also used to set my future career as a policeman because I find that its exciting to see how they solve a case & when they wear their uniform they look damn smart lah.But then like what "she" said before "unless you get a degree or promoted to a higher rank,your salary will only be just a thousand plus a month".When I thought of it I think that its quite true cos to get a monthly salary of only a thousand plus in future is not really enough.So now whenever people ask me what I wish to be in future after I finish my diploma I will always answer them I dun know cos ya I really dun know what to be in future.
My life now is just like a ship loss in the vast ocean with no sense of direction of where to go.Will there be a miracle happen to me lets just wait & see ya...

Jonathan blogged at 2:36 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...